Sta.sh
Triumph
One man challenged me... one who said "You cannot win because you are a retard. She'll never love you because you are stupid..."
He was laughing, making all sorts of slurs and remarks, insults and attacks to me, and to the one girl I cared about...
I heard him whispering that when I awoke, and heard him say some of the meanest things about me, her, and all of my friends. He called her an ugly, whiny bitch, when I opened my eyes. I snapped... I unloaded everything on him, and he was laughing after every swing. Eventually, he collapsed and I stood. The battle didn't go unscratched though for me, for I had a small blade... sticking in my arm. I warned him if he ever came around me again to attack me, or dared to mentioned the incident, I'd take him down again.
Nobody ever gets to call the girl I care most about an Ugly Bitch. Even if she'll never love me, My undying loyalty remains. I protect who I care most about, and nobody ever gets to kick at my head while I am collapsed, laughing at me, calling me a retard (or calling my love a bitch).
Just because you don't see yourself as valuable on the inside and outside, doesn't mean you can't beat the system. </u> It's all a matter of reprogramming, and never giving up </u>. When you give up, you miss out on the life you CAN HAVE. If you are willing to reach out and GRAB THE ROSES BY THE THORNS, </u> and NEVER EVER FEEL PAIN FROM THEM! </u> I'm stronger than my influences around me because I never give up completely. This is the day I won. These are the weeks I have slowly fought to get my memories back. Piece by piece, putting the puzzle back into place, and now, I never have to see that one man's face, ever again.
This is the day I declare that I win for standing up for not only who I love, but for myself. That's self respect, and I remain standing because of it. I live... but still... I'll never have the chance to win against love...
... at least...
... not anymore...
~Lawrance "False" Luxzor
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